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[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]

I have been so ... so distracted. My thoughts cannot seem to remain focused. They drift. Constantly. It makes it difficult to focus on my duties.

The Queen has need of me. The actions of the Prince have been odd, of late. She has instructed me to investigate. That is my duty. I walk a dangerous line even doing this. Her Majesty's orders or not, it is not the Queen who rules in Atsiria. Not yet. I could make myself a powerful enemy, should he know.

And I drift. I waver. I am unfocused. I am idle. Her face haunts me at all hours. When I am not with her, I want to be. When work intervenes, I resent it. I scarcely know who I am.

Would it ...

Would it be so bad? Can you not ...

[Filter: Megan Esh, in Atsirian]

I apologize, again, that I could not make our ... our meeting, yesterday. I had business to attend to.

I ... would like to reschedule.